Years

So today is my 9th wedding anniversary. I have been running around like crazy trying to get things done and stay busy. In light of the recent events I just don't feel that trying to do something to mark this milestone is the best idea. I'm already struggling with my decision because while I know I made the right choice, the right choice isn't always an easy one. Tomorrow I am probably going to bite the bullet and finally make that phone call that I keep putting off. But for now, I'm just going to make it one day at a time. I am sad to see my marriage end, but I honestly feel that one of these days both Romero and I will see that we are better off as friends and we will never regret these nine years, but this is what has to be. That doesn't mean its easy and I am so grateful that he still cares for me and that we can be friends.